raining for the past few days, and it was non stop for the past 2 days. so cold. and so irritating. can't even go down and have supper. hai... jus so depressed by everything tt's happening. 2006 is really a fark yr. minghong got luekemia, naresh got gout, i broke my leg.... alot of other things i really dun wish to think abt again.
work sux, more clients going to lapse me. hai~ school sux, tot i scored alright but later found out some geeks got such good grades while i jus scored average. hai~ omg, i know i am such a whiner. the weather now perfectly matches my mood. cold and numb.
wat is it tt u wan from me? maybe u din wan anything from the start, it was wishful thinking on my side. i am really puzzled by myself. i am suffering more each time i think of u. but i am thinking of u more everyday. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY.