so ashamed that i dun even have the courage to look for her alone. hm.. this is bad. i sense self-pity mode coming again. yeah, guess i really dun deserve her. hai.. sad sad sad. i must get well soon to become the ENTERTAINER for my friends again. so all my frens can be happy. make them all laugh.
anyway, jus got back from fisherman's village. was at BQ liquid before that. chilled out with vinson and adam. bad day at work again. everything jus sucks so badly for me rite now. can u come and save me? i need u.