last nite, i was still quite chilled abt the fact that she is leaving. i duno, maybe for gd, maybe she ll be back a mth or so. yeah, as usual, didn't slp last nite. thinking of the one and a half mths of frenship. haha, short rite. but still enough things to last me a whole nite. all the little things she do makes me happy, makes me excited, yeah makes me angry and sad too.
today, when i heard the news tt she had to go. i duno y but i teared. TEARED, not cry. there's a difference. is this love, is this liking, wat is this?! i am still at home now, trying to get more info on wat has happened to her. i am supposed to be working alrdy. my life is at a lost, i duno. adam says she is not worth it, i can tell too. but i can't help but fall deeper.
now i shall say something as a fren, like i always will be. hope u can come back after a mth. gd luck.