jus back from bedok 85. was chilling out at the cheesecake with nr and ena, then went with ena for dinner at 85. yeah, ena is back! nice to see her again. i need to meet her more, to make up for the past few mths.
anyway, it was so hard trying get myself to start working again. these few days, called most of the open cases i have got but only managed to secure a few appts. if it was like when i jus started out, i wld be like so sad and disappointed with myself if i only got so little appts. but this time round, i found tt i was not really affected. shrugs. i duno wats wrong. why do i not care anymore?
haha. anyway, these few days for me was like, super relaxed and enjoy life can? watched a few movies, went clubbing, chilling out and more chilling out.
hm... several days passed and still no sign of her wanting me to be there. haha, guess it was only affection on my part all along. silly me. but nvm. i still have my frens, family, and uhmmtss uhmmtss next yr to look forward too. yeah, call it self-deception. but i dun care.