jus back from roadshow @ jurong east. it is like damn far away. luckily tommy gave me a lift home. wed is supposed to be a chilled out day for me, but it became a working day. ZzzZzZz. project deadlines are pressing in, exams nearing too and i'm not on track for Quality Club too. so it is like triple shit!!
went to GM with yq, adam[viradchai] and mark last nite. mark and i claimed on our prize[free dinner] from the other two at beach rd hawker centre. then we crossed over to GM only to find out we were too early. we were like the only four morons in the pub. so we walked ard, den decided to play snooker. had a few games. long time since i last touched a billiard cue.
when we returned to the pub, the place is alrdy packed with pple. but nvrtheless, we had our table ready for us. drank, smoked and chitchatted. adam and yq had lotsa fun as compared to mark and i as they know the thai language. plus they have ah du hair. so it is like a niche above. after finishing the bottle, we went to play snooker again. then mark and adam went home while yq and i headed off to geylang for supper. had kuay chap. then went home to catch some slp after trying to learn some thai from yq. den was work work work work work. sick.
now i am down with cough and flu. feeble legs. i feel weak physically, yet the weakness i feel inside me is even stronger. each day i indulge trying to forget the same someone i hate to forget, she jus keeps running through my mind. each time i tot i found a gd way out of this self-fulfilling torment, i always end up in a greater maze, never more lost. i am always the someone acting tough in front of pple, but empty is wat i really feel. bring me away from here. show me the way out of this someone! anyone.