jus back from cecilia's mini bday celebration. we had steamboat buffet at beach rd. food was very nice! all of us ate till we had difficulties getting out of our chairs. haha.
haven't closed a single deal for fri and sat over 5 appts. something is very wrong. 5 appts, NO close! shall work harder still, even thouogh i know FT is no way alrdy. haha. i haven't even won the camera!! i wan at least a free camera. going to see a few more pple tmr. hope they can make my wish come true.
i was toking to wini on msn last nite, or this morning rather at ard 4am? den i asked her abt this ao[/] ye[\] song by chen yin jian. and she knows! haha. she is the only person who knows abt that song so far. a pity she doesn't have ao ye. anyone has that song?! pls send it to me....

Saturday, August 26, 2006

ytd was mum's bday. actually wanted to have dinner with the whole family but aunt fell and broke her arm. like no mood la. so sad for my aunt. though i am rushing for production, i mus visit her soon. so mummy didn't have the mood to do anything. i jus bot a cake and sang her a bday song with brother bin and gary[he happened to be there]. tt's abt it.


MUM insisted that i can't include her in the pics as she wasn't nicely dressed.

after recovering from fever on thurs, now it is wini's turn to fall sick today. met up with the crew to do project. v little progress w/o wini there. haha. half the time we were toking shit and more interested in lunch than the assignment. lol.
went to see a few clients after sch before heading to pw to meet jacob, kr, colin and dan. chit-chatted for long long time.
i didn't catch any rest last nite due to work and sch assignments. shheeesh!! so tired, yet i can't slp!!

vendetda posted at 2:56 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

another angmor lecturer took over today!! worse than the one @ workplace skills. sound like an angmor jaychou. mumbling for 3 hrs. no one was paying attention to him half the time. i wonder wat shit did i get myself into this time. angmor jaychou made me regret even more in continuing my studies.
i have to see him again tmr. zzz. 3am alrdy, and i have aims at 9 ltr!! DIE!!
God, pls let her find enough strength to pull through all these. pls be easy on her.

FT, i want u. Bangkok!!!!

vendetda posted at 3:09 AM

Monday, August 21, 2006

i slpt thru my sunday. steve din answer my call, neither did yongquan. so i spent the whole day slping and watching telly. only till abt 9pm, i went to kallang airport to look for jason and kr. had late dinner there. fish soup din taste that dope today. or is it bcos of the mood?
den we went to pick colin up. that was then i rmbred i orginally wanted to revise my work with him. but i dunno why din he talk abt it. i guess both of us prolly jus forgot abt it. went for daohuay at geylang, den went to round table to chill out. spent some time chewing on sunflower seeds and chitchatting. we went to loyang to do some prayers before going home.
nothing happy happened to me lately. but at least we got the workplace skills presentation done, though i felt we din do a gd one. at least one hurdle down? hope we can fare better at the other grp assignments. hm..... school tmr. sianzzz.
and u know wat?? i miss u, stubbornly.

vendetda posted at 3:18 AM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

i am so jaded. i have been slping for less than 4 hrs everyday for the past wk. it is all lack of discipline i think. i told myself that i wld stop hanging out with the guys too late at nite. but i jus cldn't resist from fun. since young i always had trouble trying to focus on impt things. i always put too much time into not so impt things like for example this wk, i spent a few hrs trying to do up my blog, hang out late into the nite with the gang[2 nites] and watching tv instead of getting more business.
production for the week: S$9558. which i means i am like less than S$6000 away from free camera sponsored by lorraine. i think fast track is beyond my reach alrdy. i mean even if i hit the production[S$30000], i most likely will have difficulties meeting the live count[18]. i really hope that even if i can't get my hands on FT, at least let me win the camera and S$100 voucher! haha, sounds so useless rite? aiming for the lower targets instead of the higher one.
went out with the gang today. met at aston's for dinner. kester is so scared of going to a unit. i dun understand. i mean, if even a fat shit like myself went thru armour, why is kester worrying abt infantry? den went over to kallang airport to meet up with AMGs, where we decided to go and catch a movie. i wanted to catch the break up, but the guys tot that it was too gay. so we ended up watching the ghost game. a thai movie, quite scary, did shock me a few times. but shutter is still by far the dope-est.
made an appt with ahxia. hope the deal can go thru. wish me luck. peace.

vendetda posted at 5:20 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

finished our grp assignment on workplace skills today. w/o charles. and dennis left even when we haven't finish. the rest of us did our rehearsal. half-farked one. plus the fact that i can't meet up with them tmr morning to do the last rehearsal. haha. wonder how we will fare tmr. jus hope all will be good.
working and studying at the same time isn't as easy as i tot it wld be then. not only get tired physically & mentally, all the clashing of timings is killing me too. sianzz. now i am still awake, jus finished seeing a client. another client out to waste my time. brought me drinking and all. haha, though it was on him, but that wasn't my intention of meeting up with him. 4:22am alrdy and i have meeting in the morning[<4hrs away], and sch straight after that. i can foresee that i wun even have the time to grab lunch before going to sch. meeting soon, zero production for the week. terence will surely eff me upside down tmr! so far, work sux and sch sux even more. not that the pple there are not frenly, jus that the lectures are boring, project-work so bloody heavy and the sch must be so damn far la.
haha. whiny post again. hope my future posts can be on a happier note.

vendetda posted at 4:21 AM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

14 signs of falling in love:-
1. u look at her picture all the time.
2. when u are on the phone with her late at nite and she hangs up, u still miss her even when it was jus 2 mins ago.
3. u read the sms-es and emails she sent over and over again.
4. u walk really slowly when u r with her.
5. u feel shy whenever she is around.
6. whenever u think of her, ur heart beats faster and slower at the same time.
7. u smile when u hear her voice.
8. when u look at her, u can't see other pple around u. u only see her.
9. u start listening to slow songs, while thinking abt her.
10. u can spend the whole day thinking abt her.
11. u get high jus from her scent.
12. u realise u r always smiling to urself when u r thinking of her.
13. u will do anything for her, or anything jus to see her.
14. while reading this, she is the one on ur mind the whole time.

came by this in a chain mail. haha, wonder if anyone has something more relevant. like... 14 signs of falling out of love?
i hate love

vendetda posted at 1:56 AM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

this is the first time i successfully changed my blogskin. so happy. haha. cheap thrill la.
caution: here comes the whining again. today, the ang mor lecturer gave us yet another grp assignment! and expects us to present it on thurs!!! siao. after negotiating, deadline pushed to fri. haha. like it makes a diff. all these rush bcos he is heading back to aust next wk. wah lao. all these mad rush made me push back 2 appts i am supposed to have tmr morning. hai. lets jus hope all my grp members[including me] can reach on time tmr and get started! with this, we have a total of 3 grp assignments. and i still haven't revise any work yet. i am so dead.
hai. after sch today, i went to yq's place and did a presentation for his sis. didn't go thru as she still has to consult the mum. she is still young. i can understand. but seems positive.
den i went on to grandlink to deliver justin's policy. when i was in office earler on in the day, i was told by stan i jus won 3 lucky draw tixs for $100 work bonus for the mth Aug. and on track[another $5000+ production] to winning a camera sponsored by lorraine.
i am behind time. both in my studies and work. i need to focus. i need to work hard. i need to push my limits.

vendetda posted at 2:23 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

i think i am really down on my luck these few days. first was getting caught for possession of msia ciggs 3 days ago. fine: $150. den on that very day after sch, i was chilling out with kester and colin at singpost centre, stained my white shirt with ice blended apple bubble tea! shirt: $90[still pending, dunno whether the stain cld be removed]. on the next day, when i tot everything will be better. i went to sch early for some grp assignment thingy. i was one of the earliest to rch, but ltr became the latest to meet up with the rest. reason? the lift broke down. i was stucked in there with like 10 other GUYS for 30 odd minutes. den was national day when i met up with nicky to advise him on some of his financial needs. when i tot all was settled, premiums collected and all. i found out i screwed my paperwork up. some mofo screwed up the date settings on the comp. den today. two clients called to postpone the commencement dates of their policies. means i can forget abt hitting fast track[my 1st milestone in my career]. one day, two deals. gd thing is, postpone not cancel. lets' keep our fingers crossed! :X
i just returned from simpang after supper with jason, naresh and colin. gd to see jason and naresh after such a long time. they r still the good ol' bunch. going to bed soon, v unclear of the future. two things i'm sure of at least, i'll go pay my fine[!@#$#] first thing in the morning, den i'll go to sch! i dunno wat fate has prepared for me for tmr. more bad things? fark, i say BRING IT! anyway, wat's new man? haha. eh... am i whining too much?

vendetda posted at 2:50 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

today is the nation's bday! haha, like i care. i spent enough time on my nation alrdy[army, not forgetting the numerous weekends i burnt on national dayS]. my part is done.
anyways, it is still a gd thing as army ppl can book out. met pwks today at bugis after seeing a client. i finally claimed my bday present from them. i got an office bag. they originally wanted to get an ipod nano for me, but i tot it was not tt useful as compared to the bag. and the ipod is much more expensive. after dinner, we went to see fireworks from some bridge near bugis. quite disappointing as we din get a gd view. there were these trees blocking part of the display.
den we went on to suntec, we actually wanted to do some window shopping only. but xd, jacob and i ended up buying a pair of shoes each from lacoste. darn, there was this sales lady in lacoste who had this wonderful smile. her smile was part of the reason why i bot the shoes. after looking at them after i paid for them, i din really regret. they were nice. and it is the only pair in singapore mind u! no joke. haha.


my present!!


one and only- lacoste

alan and kester went home first as alan had to book in. lol. sad. den colin, xd, jacob, kr and i went to catch click. thumbs up to click. it touched on several parts of my feelings. the show made me laugh, think and almost tear. comedy with gd storyline and some parts of it were so damn touching la. i say, watch it!
lesson learnt: FAMILY FIRST!

vendetda posted at 1:30 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i was bloody hell fined 150 bucks for possessing msia ciggs la!! so suay.. i was caught in a random check!! argh!! random!! so random!!! where got so unlucky one!? nvm, i'm lucky enough to have yq and colin each tah-ing $50 for me. so i only have to come out with 50. phew~
anyway, i dunno why i am feeling nostalgic suddenly. i din blog tonite to bitch abt my fine. i always have this urge to blog whenever i think of ppl in life, memories happy and sad. i really miss the carefree and laid back life i used to lead though i know i wun go far with tt kinda mindset i have in the past. hais..... confused by my own words alrdy.
anyways, time for lesson of the day:
DO NOT BUY ILLEGAL CIGGS! IT MIGHT END UP BEING MORE EXPENSIVE!! $150 FOR 2 PKTS! KNN!!

vendetda posted at 1:08 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

with less than 4 hrs of rest, i woke up at ard 8 in the morning. we went to play soccer at tampines. very tiring. it has been a while since i last played field soccer. after brunch with pwks, i headed home to get changed for appt while the gang went swimming. healthy lifestyle i must say. keep it up guys! after my semi-successful appt, i went to meet the pwks again @ plaza sing to catch tokyo drift. dope cars and dope girls. two of my fav hobbies! and tt makes it a dope show.
after tokyo drift, we had ayam pangang. a must have thing when we r @ ps. we chilled for a while before steve and venetia had to leave as venetia has work tmr morning. btw, my cousin went missing in the midst of dinner, still doesn't know where he is.
den the rest of us went to ECP mac to cont chilling out. chilled till abt 2 when steve joined us again for even more chilling out. a v chilled out day. ended our day with supper at wen dou sek. needless to mention, wicked dim sum!!
my 1st wk of sch ended and i am so not excited abt going to sch again. lessons r so boring. well, i guess i dun have much of a choice, i have to get it over and done with. jus hope all will be gd next wk. sianzzz.

vendetda posted at 5:00 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

i am so pissed with my life. things jus ain't going my way nowadays. jus take today as an example, i went into office at 930 in the morning. feeling happy that i was still on time for training despite waking up late. den i went into the meeting rm, all the colleagues looked at me like i did smthing. i cldn't figure out wat was it at that time until i was told tt i was late la. training was at 9!
den came trying to print smthing using the company's wireless connection printing system or watever fark they call tt. i spent like 1 1/2 hrs jus to print 2 sets of quotations. the farking thrash jammed la! i had to postpone an appt(which potentially means $$) and worse still, by the time i was done with the printing, i dun even haf time to take a bus to sch anymore, not to say lunch! my sch had to be so far la. unnecessarily wasted money on cab! angry and hungry!
ya, i went to sch in office wear again. everyone looked at me like a retard trying to act cool. ha, mabbe i was too sensitive.
anyways, my pt is tt my day is farking screwed up la! and i dunno, for some reasons, i have been whining alot ALOT lately. can someone jus bring me away from all these? jus for a moment of peace?

vendetda posted at 12:27 AM