hai.. jus failed my m9 today. feeling like shit. but nvm, booked the test on next thursday already. i must clear it.
jus came back from boatquay. boozed wif yq and his guys at destiny. long time since i got so high! blogging when u r high on booze is wicked dope. unsure of wat u r typing and the thing is, u wun really care if u r saying the wrong things. haha, shiok.
realised a theory behind drinking today, well it may not apply for everyone but it does at least for me. haf u all noticed? no matter wats the reason behind drinking, let it be on occasions where u chill out wif ur frens, boozing bcos of promotion, increment or happy things, and not forgetting sad things. at the end of it, when u get real high or drunk even, u'll always end up being upset, sorrowful, whiny and wadeva the feeling is, it can't be a nice one. guys, u know it, u all agree wif me. well dun think i am complaining cos i m high, it is not the m9 thingy, not relationship problems(since i am not in one), and not abt anything, i simply dunno why i become so sad. no reason, drinking makes me sad, but yet i like that kinda feeling, that kinda of sensation u can't even tell whether u r feeling it or is it that u r dreaming. actually i can't even say it is sadness, it is like sadness yet stress free, relaxed yet complicated. mixed wld be a better word.
in a nutshell, drinking for wadeva the reason = feeling shitified(cos u dunno wat u r feeling).
nevertheless, one pic of my all time gd buddy below. together wif his brother, marlboro menthol lites.


*man made booze, GOD made grass. who do u trust?


p/s. not feeling anything at all, to the extend even ord seems meaningless now...