it is raining now. from young, i had mixed feelings abt rain.
feels relaxed, laid back. but at the same time sad too.
so dark, no sun. but cooling. sometimes when i walk on my path, working towards the goal i set, i'ld at times forget wat i am working towards. so busy, so engrossed in the things i am involved, i forget the goals, the goals that kept me working and going.
miss the days where i skip school, hiding at staircases smoking, talking abt i like this gal, i like dat gal. dun haf to think abt goals, jus live by the day. dope.
with age, comes responsibilities, stress, politics, commitments, and uncertainties? the feeling fills u like u nvr knew it could. lost. jaded, yet still slogging.
wat i am saying is not making any sense? nah, i dun care. sometimes i feel like running into the rain, to wake myself up, help me get a clearer picture of wat i want. even now. i wanna go.
pls... smell the rain.