went to parkway to fix my watch and duplicate keys, den kr and xd came to find me. chilled till ard 8 when leenut came to pick us to go to marina south to eat steamboat buffet. it was sorta a farewell for leenut b4 he leave for aust ltr.
den we went to sunny's place to gamble. after dat, when jason, kr and i were on the way hm, we recieved a fonecall from jonathan telling us dat aik got into an accident. den we rushed down to the scene to see if we could be of any help. it was quite bad. we waited for the tow truck to come before the 3 of us headed hm while the others followed the car to the workshop.


*PWKs AMGs rendezvous



*OMG!

anyway, my dad gave me a piece of his mind today. he said i always hang out late outside, treating hm like a hotel, said i contributed nothing but problems to the family, told me if i wan to ruin myself jus go ahead but dun drag the family down, said he wanted to consider whether he wans to pay for my uni fees, saying that i might still be hopeless after graduating.
den i start to think, did he realise that i am a stay-in soldier? dat i need to got out on my off-days bcos weekdays i'm in camp? dat i always think abt how to contribute when i go out to work next time? i am so tired of all these. i feel like i wanna die. and trust me, i am not joking, i feel like i shldn't be here to bother them. i feel like an outsider.