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kr X deng

2007-10-24T02:17:00.000+08:00

kr and kester turned 22! live is busy for me.. i hope it can carry on like that forever, more activities! i need more! really looking forward to the ho chin min-bali trip now, though it is like still far away.. haha, but it doesn't harm for one to fantasise. ok guys, work hard during the hols so u can reap wat u sow!! peace..

kester's at hon ji. nice food.

kr's at blue jazz cafe. good ambience and chicks! haha, jus kidding.

work time

2007-10-19T04:13:00.000+08:00

project ended! school ended! exams ended! yay!! start of work! booo... though i hate to work, but i am gonna work so hard to make up for wat i have lost. work towards my dream! nth else matters. really. some pics for the past few weeks? mths?
it was great working with grp N. helpful and crazy grpmates. got rather gd results for our assignments. keep it up guys. u rock!
was at marcus' bday dinner the other day at Central. really happy that i came to SIM-RMIT and meeting these ppl. great bunch.
G40 drinking session, happy nite at velvet underground. though there are rumours flying around, and unhappiness, let's all put it behind us and chiong together. =)
and JC clique. if there is really a God, i really want to thank him for arranging for me to meet my JC bunch. best frens! haha, getting a little emotional ya. might be due to post exams fatigue and pre production-chase stress. lol. hm.. talking abt work, i really need my production this yr. ppl there, wish me all the best pls. i really need to make it in life. MAKE IT. it is year end, if u haven't fulfilled wat u committed at the beginning of this yr, i wish u all the best. and do it. if it is to be, it is up to ME.

marcus' bday, BDEFT! haha.

Group November! well done guys, HD HD DI DI

G40 cheer up session. my colleagues rock! let's chiong ah~

T11 clique, one of the best group of friends i have. i love u ppl.

more updates

2007-10-06T04:25:00.000+08:00

every sem, the supposedly study break turned out to be holidays for me. i am studying too slowly for my own good. just some updates before hitting the books again. the past weeks were pretty boring for me, played a lot of mahjong though. hail mahjong! there was marcus' bday dinner, there was G40 social gathering at velvet, there was end of projects, there was Prudential Final Sprint and alot more. dun have all the pictures yet, will post them when i get them.
the past weeks were not pleasant to me at all. minghong left us. so did leon's granddad and AMG's grandmum. made me realise life is nv certain, so ppl appreciate those ard u pls, for all u might know, u might nv have the chance again suddenly. suddenly. alot happened at work too, alot of rumours flying and favouritism being practiced in my agency. made me lose heart in alot of ways. but nvm, tmr will be better. ya, and did i mention FPC is a bitch? so looking forward to after exam actions. till then peeps.
(lessons of the month) [1] treasure the pple ard u. [2] nv trust anyone other than urself in this dirty finance world. [3] nv leave ur revisions till the last minute. [4] smile nvrtheless, cos tmr will be better.

thanks for the memories. minghong.

2007-09-20T08:29:00.000+08:00

God is not fair. treasure friends. don't regret.

happy birthday jennifer.

2007-08-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

one last project to go! so sick of it all alrdy. haven't started on FPC at all. and work is due tmr. argh.. i am in this mood of whining whenever project due dates and test or exams are near. i can't help it. ya plus i am pretty worried abt IM test. studies in a big mess now. shall start early this sem, no more last min revisions. hai...
on a lighter note, today is jennifer's birthday!! happy birthday jennifer. we had an advanced bday dinner and drinking session at no signboard and cosy bay respectively. great session, i love hanging out with frens.

back to project.

chalet

2007-08-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

finally back on blogging after so long. received comments abt my blog being out of date. so i am back here, trying to tell u more abt my life. so since the last post, life was so normal (and that explains the lack of posts). watched a couple of movies of which i think transformers is the best so far. simpsons and alone was ok too.
class chalet was on for the past few days. hella fun!! drinking game is so fun! so nice to have chalets, bbqs and late night chill outs!

k.. thats abt it for today. more updates soon i hope, and... HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SINGAPORE!!

borneo

2007-06-23T04:07:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, i am back from borneo. the trip was... hm.. not tt kind of exciting kind ppl normally go. very very relaxed and chilled out. and it is not those beach relax type. haha. very hard to explain. just i feel life is simple in khuntien. i was fed extremely well there. and things are cheap there. even cheaper than batam. haha. was gd seeing chalysta and maya again after so long. and meeting chal's family and frens. the ppl there are so nice! as u pple may know, my first day there was actually my bday too. a BIG thank you to all of u ppl[u know who u r] who rmbred. happy to feel that so many ppl still rmbr my bday!! they love me!! haha.

photos for nich's bday celebration a few days b4 i left for ponthianak. guess whos there?

all the effort of making it there, then all the effort of not letting my efforts show.

22nd bday

2007-06-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

Colin X Wenda '07. bday celebration at no signboard geylang. we treated the guys to dinner. HELL OF A CELEBRATION. the total bill added up to abt $920. haha. the food was splendid i wld say. went for K-ing session after tt. must thank everyone for their presents and their presence. haha. shiok day! A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE! I LOVE U PPL! U PPL ARE SIMPLY JUST TOO DOPE!!!

buddy-buddy

me homies

the AMGs

"Ah Siao" Crew. lofl.

PWKs X AMGs X AhSiaoCrew = FAMILY

flying off to indonesia in a few hrs time. be back next weekend. till den guys. cheers.

woohoo

2007-06-08T04:07:00.000+08:00

gotten our results ytd. i got rather better than expected grades. really lucky this time round, no more fucking around next sem. to all my frens who cleared, congrats and rmbr to start early next sem. to those who failed some modules, dun give up cos there is next sem for u to make up for wat u lost. let this be a lesson and continue to strive! u didn't lose until u stop trying.
the next part of this post, maybe some of u may find it random or stupid. but i think it is really worth mentioning. anyways, i was at the atm just now queuing to draw money. then there was this foreign worker in front of me. it was his turn then he didn't know how to use the machine at all. he looks really lost. so i guided him through only to find out he didn't even have $20 bucks in his account. then when i tried to communicate to him that his account doesn't have sufficient funds in english along with some hand signs, the look on his face was... i dunno... lost? tired of life? sad? then he took his card and strolled away. i dunno why but i felt that he was so pitiful. imagine being in foreign land, working(construction somemore), dunno shit abt wat is happening, dun have money. i really felt so sad. i realised how lucky we are. i know alot of pple are fed up with foreign workers. some find them lower class. wat i am trying to say is, i hope we can be nicer to them. show empathy.

2007-06-06T02:49:00.000+08:00

went to town with xd, colin and marilyn today. watched NEXT. abt nicholas cage having the ability to see 2 mins into the future. i think it is damn cool. at least it doesn't make u look like a freak like wat other supernatural powers[in other shows]. imagine u having the same power. haha. randomness again.
yeah, results out tmr @ 2pm! so scary!! all the best to everyone!

end of army

2007-06-03T14:17:00.000+08:00

yeah, finally back from in camp training ytd! end of army!! ok la.. at least for this yr. we were just reassured of having to go back every year. and i heard it is gonna be 7 straight high keys. booo. training and all was fine. not as xiong as in the past when we were still NSFs. no tekan, not much saigang too. haha, i must admit that just being outta army for a year really made us a whole lot more gay. haha. we felt the weapons were so damn heavy and we really wonder how we completed SOC and missions with them last time. yeah, all in all training was fine but the gathering of the pple is outstanding! we were all the good old hokkien bunch. it is almost like a natural thing the moment we saw one another, hokkien and vulgar words were the first to come out from our mouths. lol. i think we need to have more gatherings before the next ICT, so fun to hang out with the guys.
some of the guys are working out there, trying so hard to make ends meet. i am rather grateful that my job here is so much easier and rewarding. there are guys out there earning maybe only $1000 per mth? i really wish all of us can do so well.
when i "ORDed" ytd. i went home to take a little nap as i didn't really get much rest during reservice. haha, all the macds' and gambling and smoking and chatting kept us awake. after a good 3 hrs rest, i went to meet me homies at parkway. chilled for a while then went off to town to catch POTC 3. ya la i know i'm out-dated la, but the nation needs me rite? the show was great but not as good as the previous two episodes. superb acting by johnny depp and orlando bloom i must say. and keira knightley is damn hot. ya and same age as me, i.e. to say, born in 1985.

alright, back to reality, back to work. wish me luck pple!

ICT 1

2007-05-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

TRAINING TO BE SOLDIERS, FIGHT FOR OUR LAND~
ONCE IN OUR LIVES, TWO YEARS OF OUR TIME~
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED? WHY MUST WE SERVE?
BECAUSE WE LOVE OUR LAND AND WE WANT IT TO BE FREE TO BE FREE YAAH!!

work

2007-05-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

life has been really boring these days. not that i dun go out, my frens do still ask me out. but i feel i lost interest in alot of things. sometimes i just prefer to stay home. then when i was at home, i will feel so damn bored. haha, contradictions yeah. anyways, work is keeping me preoccupied these few days. work so much but so little progress. so fed up. shit, i am so whiny. ya and alot of things pple question me why i did this and why i did that. at first, i really explained so hard but then i think again. my money, my time, my life. so i do wat i wan and i really dun need to explain u know? think wat u wan to think, i dun give a jack.
ok back to work. i really need more cases!! argh!!

p/s: Financial Planning? Good Savings Plan? CPFis Investments? Comfortable Retirement? Be Prepared, Be A Winner. Call Now! 9047 5224 Frankie Leow.

chalet

2007-05-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

went for BDEFT chalet today. quite fun. but it turned out tt there were more other ppl than our classmates. the chalet was wini's belated[very] bday celebration. normal happenings like bbq, mahjong, blackjack, ps2, taking photos and catching up. it was gr8 having one gathering like this once in a while.

with the bday girl!

professional gamblers.

insomnia

2007-05-10T06:06:00.000+08:00

wld u help? i couldn't slp again. boooo. i am saving all my love for u.

boredom

2007-05-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

these few days was jus hanging around, and seeing wat will happen next. there is simply too little things to do. went for alot of chill out sessions and alot of gaming. met up with frens and more ktvs and i even tried going to kukup and steamboat. life is still so empty. i dun understand. yeah, i mean i do laugh and really enjoyed myself when i hang out with my pple, but the same old thing jus bangs into my head once i get home. sitting there, alone. hm.. jus too bored i guess. maybe i shld try and get some work done, clinch some deals, and perhaps pack up my room.
but wat happens after that? i bet it is gonna be the same? and insomnia at night is becoming more often. yeah and spiderman3 was awesome.
and james or j or whoever, see u next sem.

no signboard

2007-04-26T03:02:00.000+08:00

went to marina sq to meet chalysta and edwin in the afternoon. had a quick lunch at long john before catching The Reaping. yet.... another... fuck..... show..... too unrealistic, i tot it'ld be like some cult thingy that the plague can be explained scientifically. hai. just another that made miracles look so possible. anyway, after dropping off ah san, edwin and i went down to geylang to meet the guys for our long awaited[since last sem] no signboard dinner! i actually had a wierd dream last nite that i actually overslpt and missed the dinner and i was so damn fucking sad. haha. so silly i know. it was rather expensive but worth it. BIG crabs! the darn fish costs us 65 bucks. damn. lesson learnt.

long awaited
after dinner, some went their ways and the rest went for KTV[i'm truly a ktv siao now]. sang, had fun. edwin left early while the rest sang to our fill. FILL. so happy. more outings please?!

can't really remember why we were acting cute
u broke my heart like u always do. and it is ok.

boooo

2007-04-25T03:49:00.000+08:00

lousy. one word i would use to describe myself. no cases yet. more screwing from terence when he returns from taiwan. i need to get more focus on my work. hai... one BAD news. my dad jus mentioned to me a few days ago that he would want me to take over the housing loans after i graduate. which means i can't buy a car!! i mean can la, but next time car + house, most probably cannot tahan one. sian. anyway, i am still too lazy to book my driving test. haha. so this can serve as a good excuse for being lazy.
but there are good news too. i repeatedly "psycho-ed " my mum into buying a laptop for me these few days, and i succeeded! yay!!! so i am gonna look for one this thurs. so happy. and one more good news, big big crabs tmr finally! haha, lame i know. all the frens are gonna finish exams, alot of outings coming. i can feel it. looking forward to them. still have batam resort trip, thailand trip and leisure world to fulfil this hols. work hard!!

sleepless

2007-04-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

i couldn't sleep last night.

post exams.

2007-04-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

after tuesday's ktv session with the class, i had another 2!! this week. went to batam with edwin early friday morning. met up with chalysta and elies there. first we headed to one resort, tanjong pinggiri[if i am not wrong]. the view was brilliant there. but the sun was too deadly. we had seafood there, was quite tasty except that the kangkong was too spicy and the crabs rather tiny. we walked ard the resort, truly splendid. i wldn't mind my next hols there. very relaxing. then we finally cldn't take the sun and decided to go to a shopping mall. air-con! went to i forgot wat mall. shopping is bulls there. only had fun challenging one another to stupid dresses and jeans. we walked ard and found out that singapore is actually not that boring after all. cos other countries[the few i have been to] is the same or worse than singapore. anyway, we finally decided to settle for ktv[1st]. sang till all of us were so drained. went for dinner at BFC[Best Fried Chicken]. i dunno how they got that name but their fried chicken was obviously re-fried several times.

then came back to sg feeling all sick and tired. still went to katong to join the east siders for 2 games of dota before going home to rest.

saturday was just meeting geraldine and ban for lunch in town before meeting venetia and yx for ktv[2nd] at party world. not a dope day cos i am down with fever, diarrhea and headache.

sunday... woke up late, followed mum to buy her phone. i can't believe, she lost one phone and spoilt 2 within the same week. she is incredible. then went to marina south to meet grace and all for her "farewell" steamboat dinner. cldn't really enjoy the food as my diarrhea is jus abt recovering. the company was good though.

then went to meet pwks for chill out and billiard in ecp.

looking forward to more meetings after jc crew finish exams and this wednesday's seafood dinner with wini and all. next weekend is msia trip. tmr, i am going k-lunch with marilyn. haha. ktv siao. so much fun but not enough rest. i think i need to take break. haha. looked into my schedule and tuesday and tmr nite shall be my rest days. so frens, kindly take note. haha.

sem 2 over?

2007-04-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over. quite confident for 2 out of 4 modules. thats bad. the other 2.. haha. ok enough abt exams and shit. it is over anyway. well, on tues went out with the class to party world. shiok. 4 hrs of ktv. then after tt went to eat and chill out at paragon with kaeshaun, chalysta and edwin. then headed to grandlink to join the pwks for dota. although edwin and i were darn tired alrdy but we just felt that the last day of exams shld be spent with alot of enjoyment. isn't it?
then come wednesday when we went to selegie to join the class guys for more dota. fun fun fun. after that, thongs and jackson came to pick yq and i to dinner at jackson's ctr. followed by more chilling out at pw and pool. tired.
today was the official first day of rest for me after the exams. i slpt for more than 10 hrs today. haven't slpt for such long hrs in weeks. refreshing. then thongs picked me to pw for MORE CHILLING OUT. i really the feeling of doing nth. just hanging out and talking shit with the guys.
i feel i haven't had enough fun yet before i start work. off to batam tmr, bet it is going to be a fantastic trip. more fun please!
ya, nowadays i have seen alot of stupid vids online. vids that criticise singaporeans, chinese and there is this james. haha. the one i saw, created by msians and disses singaporeans, i think is damn fucking retarded. they seriously are deprived. i am not talking abt all msians, cos i do have msian frens whom i think is damn cool. so to this stupid moronic idiotic msians, if u think u pple are so damn tight, think again. check out SGD:RM[the exchange rate, in case u r too stupid to tell], check out the level of education, check out ur michael anwar jackson, check out ur crime rates, check out ur GTs, the work of ur ladies in our country, and ur proton wira [a proton wira can nvr be an evo] and check out ur language. enough said. ya and if u wan to read my blog and feel angry, fuck off. btw, u can bring it, i am waiting.

2 parties, 2 modules.

2007-04-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

i know this is wrong but.... i just came back from 2 birthday parties. first was jiayu's at teo heng. singing after such a long time is good. i really love to sing. then was followed by joining venetia and crew at cafe iguana. after wasting some time there, we shifted to kandi bar to continue drinking. been long since i drank, rather high on booze.
hai... comm law sux. i think i might fail it. so sian...... still have macro and financial planning before ending the sem. can't wait for it to be over. and at the same time, i can't bear to see sch end. haha. contradicting myself all the time. within myself too. i really love u.

5 more days.

2007-04-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

MCS over with. i felt the paper was ok but edwin told me he felt it was hard. so i am not very sure here. commercial law tmr. fuck! sorry i had to do that. com law has really been a pain in the ass. i didn't study much and i hope the tabbings will really do me good. life hasn't been exactly wonderful, exams, work and issues. and the rain is making my knee hurt like mad. booooo.
5 more days to the end of exams. this is the only thing i am looking forward to now. from there, hopefully some k-ing and seafood[wini, i hope it will come true] can help make up.
it is raining everyday. besides being a nuisance to my injured knee, i can hear it singing. the raindrops hitting the ground, they are singing to my mood. how many can feel it? doesn't matter. i know they are singing for me. and all these sad songs are making me sad, i wonder would it help if i turn them down? would it?
ok i know i am in the wrong mode now. ok! mugging mode on! i am going to be so hardworking, for another few days. i will survive.

ancestors

2007-04-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

went for tomb sweeping ytd. year by year the turn up for such events jus keeps decreasing. it truly saddens me. but too much happened in my family and so i think i shan't comment. anyway, tomb sweeping for me is a time to rmbr who gave me life and who cared for me. i was the only one in my generation[not counting my two kiddy cousins] present. and this is not the first time, so i guess most probably i will take over the praying to ancestors responsibility in the future. and i dun mind it at all. some pple find it a hassle. i think it is ok. less than 3 times a yr?

took some pictures along the way, sounds wrong. but nvm, my grandpa can? he wun harm me.

my grandma and [grandpa]. the 2 who took care of me.

my baby cousin. OMG! she is so cute.

yep, 5 more days to exams and i am so not ready. i am truly convinced now that i dun have enough time to cover all the topics alrdy especially for FP and Comm Law. think i will just study watever i can and hope for the best? haha, like which exam i didn't do the same. good luck to all pple mugging for the exams and rmbr to take care of ur health too pple. the last thing we want now is to get sick before the exams. good luck!

and to james, i really dunno in wat way i have offended u but... jus hope i didn't hurt u that much! good luck to u too.

study at last.

2007-04-04T06:31:00.000+08:00

finally today! hit the books at last. met edwin for lunch before going to stadium mac to study. studied econs for a few hrs before some secondary sch girls came by. they talked too loud for us to concentrate. really loud. then i ponder, was i like them when i was their age? anyway, thats beside the point.
yeah, bumped into zy and pam at mac. they were studying for their exams too i guess. makes me realise that talk is cheap. talks abt being best of frens and nth else matters. haha. till now, i still dunno wat exactly happened that made us like this. anyway, still wish her all the best. and of course for pam also! went home to rest and have dinner at 6 plus.
after a power nap, went back to stadium mac to join hwa ee, ban, yq and mark to do revisions. econs still. hm... progress was slow today but at least i got some work done. hope tmr will be a better day. that i can focus more. call me MUGGER LEOW.
almost 7 now. wish me luck on my revision pple. good night[morning?]!

chal is 20!

2007-04-03T04:33:00.000+08:00

woke up early today. went to town to meet chalysta for her bday lunch! haha, lunch... early... early for me la. had pepperlunch! i am puzzled by the name. so we can't eat it for dinner? anyway, her bday was kinda sad bcos all of us were talking abt project results, exams, revision and nth else. around ten of us were there. had lunch, chit chat, then decided to catch a movie. haha, movie again. today, we caught The Hitcher. yet another dumb show. made the baddy seem so invincible. lol.
after movie, most went their way while kae shuan, edwin, yq and i went to chill out at starbucks. then yq and i went to katong to meet the east siders for dinner and DOTA. played from 9pm till 4am. can't believe i am back to this shit again.
jus got home, feeling so lost. i haven't study!! OMG!! ok, tmr! i swear. i will do it. no more procrastinating.
ya and i still can't believe we forgot to take any group pictures today!! only got a few shots of the bday girl. nevertheless, FUN-FILLED DAY.

she is happy, and 20! beauty.

assignments ok

2007-04-02T04:41:00.000+08:00

gotten results for our grp assignments. it is overall not bad. i am actually quite upset as some grps in class got better than what we have. hm, at least we dun have any credits. given the amt of effort we had put in, i guess it is alrite alrdy. thks Grp B once again. now i am jus worried abt law assignment [yes, bcos i failed my test] and the exams. shit!! i haven't really started on those books yet. hope i can find enough drive to start flipping thru at least.
anyway, i caught The Number 23 with thongyew and colin on friday after getting chalysta's present. average show. not as good as what i had expected.
saturday was pool, snooker in the evening. then was dota all the way from 9 to 9 next morning. truly shiok.
then was The Freedom Writers [told u my movie marathon wun end that soon] earlier on with jason, edmund, xd, colin and marilyn. this study break feels like a study BREAK to me. yeah i know it shld be a STUDY break. anyway, this movie has no effects no nth, but a movie full of inspirations. if u're into anti racism shit, this is one movie u must not miss. btw, colin and i bought the same cardholder from agnes b. and i am loving it. haha, randomness.
yeah, finally got down with some real business this week. met some of the prospects and i am hopeful. hai... but still all these exams, $ issues, work and life is really giving me a hard time. sometimes i really wonder why things can't jus fall in place and everything can be easier for me. boooo.
ok now!! i am going to be so hardworking from tmr onwards. i get lost in ur eyes, mesmerised by ur voice and with u near, revitalised. but i know reaching u is impossible for how can an angel see beyond her light? so let time be my medicine.

hwa ee

2007-03-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

okay. as requested.

my one and only hwa ee.

exams nearing!! help!!

grp b

2007-03-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

here comes holidays!! haha, i wish. here comes study break. exams in ard 2 weeks time. haven't start, like always. anyway, i am gonna meet mark tonite to MUG. hope it is a good start. i must score better than last sem. must.
wld like to thank my grp, GROUP B for the rolling good times we had during our grp works. yeah, damn nice pple. work hard and score!

Group BRRRRRRAVO

went with colin and shingduh on our movie[s] last nite. caught TMNT and Blood And Chocolate. both fark shows. haha. i was on a marathon ytd cos i watched The Haunted School with vinson, gdine and edwin before meeting colin and shingduh for more. more gr8 movies coming up, so i guess my marathon wun stop there.
anyways, BDEFT pple work hard ya? jia you!!

finally

2007-03-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

for the past weeks, i have been to lazy to upload pics from my camera to my comp. not say to post them up on my blog. hm... dunno why, finally found enough drive to get it done tonight.

KTVing.. i had 9 KTV sessions in the past 3 weeks..

went with chalysta to batam. things are dirt cheap there.

thongyew's bday celebration.

end of assignments

2007-03-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

first of all, end of assignments!! hooray!!! haha, but i am quite worried abt the results though. wish all of us can get good results. end of assignments, come end of sch term. last week of sch alrdy, i must study hard for this coming exams. no more last min!! must really score better than last sem to give justice to the sch fees i pay.
recently is still ktv, soccer, chilling out, sch, lan games and no work still. hopefully can get started on my work soon. FOCUS.

1800-X-GAMBLE

2007-03-15T11:42:00.000+08:00

past weeks... gambling, late night chill outs, supper, clubbing, IT show, and lots and lotsa KTV. i am so addicted to KTV now! yeah and 1800-X-GAMBLE.
i think i am in love.

seduction?

2007-02-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

took this quiz. funny.

cny... so over...

2007-02-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

chinese new year is almost over. today was the first day i actually started on sch work since pre-cny. yeps, reality hit me. too much work. too little time. one week b4 Financial Planning presentation. after tt, two more weeks b4 all major assignment deadlines?
with deadlines pressing in, means... this sem is gonna end soon man. time really flies u know? ok. so from today, minimal fun[includes chilling out, slacking, late nites, skipping sch, supper, gambling, clubbing etc etc etc] and chiong all the way!! i am going to be so hardworking.. i hope... i am an adult alrdy, i am "so enjoying" my present lifestyle.
came across this poem? proverb? saying? so true.

眼为心灵之窗，蒙混不得；
心为良知之源，污染不得。

Happy Lunar New Year!

2007-02-23T05:46:00.000+08:00

this is the 6th day of CNY alrdy. feast, drink, gatherings, b-luck, mahjong, fun and $$. a very happy Chinese New Year to all!! Big Money$$~~! Big Money$$~~!!

happy v day 07

2007-02-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

today... valentines' day. went to sch, saw lotsa of the pple all dressed, rdy for their dates after school. guys and girls, all holding flowers and presents on their hands. haha. happy sight. but still, i can't feel a thing. haha.
anyways, just wanna wish all couples a very very happy valentines' day. and to singles, dun worry cos there is always someone out there for u. he/she is on the way! so this valentines' day means u r one day closer to ur LOVE. dun be sad, dun be depressed. life is too short to be upset. i saw u. holding flowers he gave u. looking really happy. felt happy for u, so happy that i did not dare tell u how i really feel.

BDEFT

2007-02-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

went out with the class today. 20 over of us. din expect so many to come. lunch at suki sushi. very very full.

MAGNIFICENT!~
then most of us went to KBox. singing with a bad throat really sux. but was fun nvrtheless.

the singers.

more class outings hopefully. lessons at 10am tmr!! help!!

God is giving up on me.

2007-02-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

i am sick. very bad cough + sore throat. slight fever. feel like dying. lesser money coming in. school work piling up like mad. laggin really behind in production. one more client wans to terminate her policies.
God is giving up on me.

3 long lost frens.

2007-01-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

friday... went to school late as usual. did shit in sch. then went to lisa's chalet/bbq. ate till our fills. had our fair share of fun. only geraldine was abit sad. cos she had diarrhoea, couldn't enjoy the food. then the rest went home while i headed off to adam's place to play mahjong! HAIL GAMBLING!!

part of the usual grp.

saturday... went to clifford's place. baby isaac is a month old! and ashley is still as cute. i duno why. i really like kids alot but... kids jus find me scary. they hate me. haha.

the hosts and G40!

then after tt, stan, terence and i went to queenstown club to chill out over a drink. talked abt alot of things other than work. haha. first time. then terence sent the two of us to Great World City where we caught The Queen. boring show. stan fell aslp during the show. after the show, i went to goldenmile to join the guys for drinks and watched singapore kick msia's ass!! then to katong for supper before heading home.
sunday... nth much. got up rather late. then slacked at home till abt dinner time when i went for family dinner. reason: aunt struck 4D!! haha. then min picked pam and i to meet siwan for prata at river valley. so random rite? we always do such random stuffs, since jc. met 3 long lost frens. very rare chance. too many things happened within the clique that made all of us meeting up impossible. hai.. anyway, happy outing. i enjoyed it.

three long lost frens.

us!

so nice chilling out in town and comm law still sux

2007-01-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

went to sch today hoping to get more LAW into my head. but comm law is really hard, i swear. the text is like a bible. hai... think i will have to start revision soon. then went to town after school. siwan picked me up from school.
met naresh at wheelock place. went for dinner at sakae then off to coffeebean to chill out. fun, happiness, awkwardness. haha. so i was thinking, shld frens from the same clique even get attached in the first place? i really duno but judging from the number of cases i have seen. better not. today's meet up, though short but i am still happy. more gatherings pls!

more comm law tmr. and my work is always clashing with school. how? i hate work actually, though it makes me learn lotsa new things. i really hope one day a very very very person will jus come and say i am his/her long lost nephew and decides to give me half her fortune. and i get to drive a ferrari to school the next day. arrrh!! randomness. sorry.

life is good

2007-01-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

naresh's birthday!!

long long long time nvr meet up with a whole grp of jc pple alrdy. everytime was this can make it, tt can't. or that can come, the others cannot. arrrh! finally! sososo happy. so looking forward to the next T11 gathering! after jap food dinner at chow hse, we headed off to one fullerton starbucks to chill out. will nvr get bored talking abt wat happened during jc days over and over again. then.........

MoS with RMIT pple after tt!!

regine was there too!

siwan is back. i got to meet her and mun. mun is a fren i got to know for ard 8 mths or so thru siwan and the webcam, it was the first time meeting her in person. long time since the last time i saw siwan. she is still so skinny. and still good ol' siwan.
i noticed a trend recently. why is it tt more and more pple in the class is pairing themselves up? haha, i know this is very random but i jus find it wierd. someone, enlighten me. comm law and macro sux big time!!

07 Resolutions

2007-01-15T03:03:00.000+08:00

2007 resolutions.
1. not smoke more than a packet of cigarettes per day.
2. become a Distinction student.
3. save up SGD6000 before 07 x'mas so i can go on a good holiday.
4. class 3 license.
5. make more frens!
6. meet up with old frens.
7. take up a foreign language.
8. cut down on my swearing and cursing.
9. stop splurging unnecessarily.
10. forget her.

dear frens out there. pray hard that i achieve these goals so that i can be a happier me!

photos up

2007-01-14T03:48:00.000+08:00

yeah.. photos up..
hatyai trip. [lisa and i]

bangkok trip. [ban, xd, kr and i]

dfs. wicked.

on our way!~

ghetto.

drunk pple!

drunk vinson.

the Formidable Cousins.

this photo is to Colin and Polly Pocket.

mini T11 meet up. crazy pics.[ena, jacq and i]

went for dinner at lisa's place. gr8 cooks. both lisa and geraldine.[lisa, geraldine and i]

basically a fun filled hols. but i have still yet to meet alot of my other frens. where're all of u cbs? u know who u r!?!?

updates

2007-01-13T16:51:00.000+08:00

been long since i last posted something. some updates. met with the pwks to count down to x'mas at liquid @BQ. had fun spraying at everyone. very very fun. where there were drinks, we couldn't miss out on mona lisa, coconut tree and elephant. haha. u can nvr get tired of this game!
x'mas day... i can't rmbr wat i did. haha. but i know i went to jason's place to see the ppl. gambled a little, feast and boozed. then when most left, jason, serene, charmaine, colin and i stayed to play the GAME OF LIFE. rather retarded, all abt paying and collecting money. haha. had fun nvrtheless.
the following day, went off to msia with lisa. and went to hatyai too. shopping, clubbing and eating trip. really enjoyed myself. but i am too lazy to elaborate. haha. so end of hols at penang and hatyai, came back to singapore on the 30th. went to parkway to look for the pwks. chilled out till morning.
new year's eve... met pwks in town. walked around, chilled out. then went to marina sq to count down to 2007! the fireworks was impressing. could tell how rich singapore is. after tt, we had a hard time trying to leave town. then we finally went to east coast park and drank!! most of us got drunk. fun again. went home after breakfast at mac.
the following days was chilling, chilling and chilling out. then vinson, kr, xd and i flew to bkk on the 4th. shopping, eating, clubbing and massage sums the trip up. fun again!! haha. very fun hols i shld say.
sch started, gd to see all the pple again. but i shld study harder this sem. and i have yet to set my 2007 resolutions yet. so ppl, i ll be back on blogging again soon.
till den~

booze booze booze

2006-12-25T04:25:00.000+08:00

fri was yaoxiang's bday. went to zouk to party party. boozed and played games. haha, didn't dance as some of the pple were drunk by 1230. geeks. then kr, colin and i brought the bday boy back b4 going for supper.
sat was another nite of booze. met pwks in town. chilled there and ltr on in the nite went to kandi bar. BOOZE.

x'mas eve. sunday. went to liquid @ boat quay. BOOZE. haha. partied real hard these few days. all three nites can be summarised by MONA LISA, COCONUT TREE AND ELEPHANT. merry x'mas to all. seasons greetings.

non stop

2006-12-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

raining for the past few days, and it was non stop for the past 2 days. so cold. and so irritating. can't even go down and have supper. hai... jus so depressed by everything tt's happening. 2006 is really a fark yr. minghong got luekemia, naresh got gout, i broke my leg.... alot of other things i really dun wish to think abt again.
work sux, more clients going to lapse me. hai~ school sux, tot i scored alright but later found out some geeks got such good grades while i jus scored average. hai~ omg, i know i am such a whiner. the weather now perfectly matches my mood. cold and numb.
wat is it tt u wan from me? maybe u din wan anything from the start, it was wishful thinking on my side. i am really puzzled by myself. i am suffering more each time i think of u. but i am thinking of u more everyday. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY.

to sem 2

2006-12-07T03:48:00.000+08:00

it is finally the 6th. gotten our results. ok, i passed all the subjects but did not score fantastic grades. asked many ppl so far, happy that all are going to promote to the next sem together. feel happy for the class, especially for my closer frens[u all know who u r] from RMIT. yay! we r all going to be in the same class. congrats to those who scored good grades, and to those who did not do as well as expected, relax. there is still next sem!! continue to strive!!
met adam at suntec to check our results together. congrats to adam on his m5. and to his sch results. then went to mc cafe to check out his girl. then we slowly walked over to cityhall in attempt to look for ben and jerry's girl. booooo. she wasn't at work today. so sad...
6th of dec, besides being results day, is marilyn's bday too. she is 20!! happy birthday to marilyn. went to My Secret Garden for bday dinner after getting her a cake from TCC. food and service weren't fantastic. and very expensive too. but the ambience is superb. paying for ambience.
after dinner, we went to Kandi Bar to chill out. a few others joined us there. had ALOT of fun playing drinking games. Mona Lisa and Coconut Tree is so fun. all of us almost died laughing. hahaha. FUN FUN FUN... i need to have more fun before the new year start when school and work come crushing on me again.
the whole day i was laughing, looking so happy. fulfilling my role as an entertainer. but the whole time my mind was filled with images of u. thinking abt how u r doing over there. alrdy the 7th and u haven't said anything. he is going over on the 10th, i know. i duno why i am bothered, i tell myself to forget u, but i jus miss u even more. when i am laughing the most, i am actually crying even more in my heart.

mont blanc

2006-12-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

went to engrave my pen today. damn chio~ i love it. haha. met stan and walked around. one gd thing abt this job is tt whenever u feel like slacking... u slack..
then went to bugis to meet xd for dinner. then the 2 of us caught SAW3 with kx. gross show. eeeek. haha. this post is to hao lian my engraved mont blanc. hahaha.

chio rite??!?

updates

2006-12-04T04:01:00.000+08:00

today is another meaningless day. spent almost the whole day watching young and dangerous. haha. shiok. finished the full series 1-7 in a day. this show is so fantastic, u wun get bored no matter how many times u watch it. after completing the dvds, vinson picked me and headed for punggol nasi lemak to meet kr and xd. it was supper for the guys, but it was breakfast + lunch + dinner + supper for me. i only had one meal for today. feeling hungry alrdy...
went clubbing on friday. very wide combi, there was PWKs, JC crew, msian's fren and jacq's fren. it was damn bloody packed that nite. well, we had fun but it could have been better! major fark point was there were too many GTs around. wat to do?! levi's event on that nite. there was free entry for first 500? wherever there is free entry, the GTs will flood the place.

huat is getting married tmr. congrats!! v happy for him, although i still can't figure out whether getting married is a good thing. jus congrats!! 2 more days to results!! argh!!!!! so scary. hope everyone can get good results. BDEFT 5th intake, GOOD LUCK!

pasta

2006-11-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

kester's call woke me up. he is on off today. poor boy is going to brunei for training on sat. so he came to my area, and i brought him to eat bak kut teh! very very nice. had our fill, then went to katong. i did my prayers, then kester and i chilled out for a while at the coffeeshop. it was our favourite hang out place during secondary school days. then we went to katong mall to meet colin and jason. then the two had aston's for lunch.
after that, kester went home while i accompanied jason and colin to cut their hair. then we went to pw to walk around. kr and mari joined us shortly. we were browsing thru some books in mph when we saw the recipes for diff cuisines. then colin came up with the idea of going to jason's place and make pasta for dinner.
went to cold storage to get our stuff then off we went to heng's place. took a while to prepare dinner. haha. we started eating only at around 11. the impromptu cooking of dinner was ok. jus that the paste didn't taste quite rite. but still ok overall.

chef at work

kr can go sell noodles. damn pro.

halfway there.

at last....

looks gross. but it really tasted ok. haha.

ena is back

2006-11-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

jus back from bedok 85. was chilling out at the cheesecake with nr and ena, then went with ena for dinner at 85. yeah, ena is back! nice to see her again. i need to meet her more, to make up for the past few mths.
anyway, it was so hard trying get myself to start working again. these few days, called most of the open cases i have got but only managed to secure a few appts. if it was like when i jus started out, i wld be like so sad and disappointed with myself if i only got so little appts. but this time round, i found tt i was not really affected. shrugs. i duno wats wrong. why do i not care anymore?
haha. anyway, these few days for me was like, super relaxed and enjoy life can? watched a few movies, went clubbing, chilling out and more chilling out.
hm... several days passed and still no sign of her wanting me to be there. haha, guess it was only affection on my part all along. silly me. but nvm. i still have my frens, family, and uhmmtss uhmmtss next yr to look forward too. yeah, call it self-deception. but i dun care.

lousy.

2006-11-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

i jus checked my income summary... and u know wat? $1700 only!!! wtf?? i am slacking. money and production, will be my number one priority now.
$3000/mth by january. mark my words pple. i'll do it.

life is good

2006-11-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

was feeling so vexed over nth for the past few weeks. really over nth. now, i have nth to think abt in regards to this matter until say she really calls me as promised. mixed feelings in my heart. i really want her to call me, but also not at the same time. i duno wats with me, trying to do things to bring myself so close and letting go. i feel like a loser.
really fed up with myself alrdy. lost my drive in work, lost my aim in life over such a trivial matter. so i am going to bring back the old me. i am going to be so career-driven, so motivated in sch and work and so into frens and family.
went to catch a movie with xd and colin. watched colic. wanted to catch a happy show but cb, they insisted they wan to watch horror.thai horrors are indeed catching up. quite scary. after movie, went for supper with xd at bencoolen. hai.. now i am back in my room alone thinking abt things again. argh!!!!!
enough of low value activities. i will try to deliver all policies by next week. try to contact all open cases too. i am going to have fun with frens and make more money to realise ~be a king in thailand~ trip. i need my focus and drive back to meet my goal in dec next year. WRX. haha. the tot of picking my frens and urrmtsss urrmtsss to school jus makes me so excited!
and lastly to u.... Je'taime. but this must end.

Johore Bahru

2006-11-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

went to JB with adam and vinson ytd. went in at around noon. main reason why we were there was to deliver a bag to geraldine. haha. mission based. but we had our fun too. very chilled out trip, no rush, no itinerary and alot of time. so basically was jalan jalan, chilling out, eating, foot reflexology and smoking. real cheap ciggs they have. lucky msians. stayed over at crystal crown hotel. then sunday went to meet lisa and geraldine. i am too lazy to go into details. so let the pictures do the talking.
chilling out

before

after

crystal crown

foot massage

all of us.

very confused now.

so lost

2006-11-16T03:16:00.000+08:00

so ashamed that i dun even have the courage to look for her alone. hm.. this is bad. i sense self-pity mode coming again. yeah, guess i really dun deserve her. hai.. sad sad sad. i must get well soon to become the ENTERTAINER for my friends again. so all my frens can be happy. make them all laugh.
anyway, jus got back from fisherman's village. was at BQ liquid before that. chilled out with vinson and adam. bad day at work again. everything jus sucks so badly for me rite now. can u come and save me? i need u.

now it strucked me.

2006-11-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

last nite, i was still quite chilled abt the fact that she is leaving. i duno, maybe for gd, maybe she ll be back a mth or so. yeah, as usual, didn't slp last nite. thinking of the one and a half mths of frenship. haha, short rite. but still enough things to last me a whole nite. all the little things she do makes me happy, makes me excited, yeah makes me angry and sad too.
today, when i heard the news tt she had to go. i duno y but i teared. TEARED, not cry. there's a difference. is this love, is this liking, wat is this?! i am still at home now, trying to get more info on wat has happened to her. i am supposed to be working alrdy. my life is at a lost, i duno. adam says she is not worth it, i can tell too. but i can't help but fall deeper.
now i shall say something as a fren, like i always will be. hope u can come back after a mth. gd luck.

booooo

2006-11-14T02:08:00.000+08:00

lousy day!! pui pui!! let's start with not enough pple doing opening for roadshow in the morning. the few of us carried the stuffs. damn tiring. haven't even start work, perspired like hell. then not bringing in any cases the whole day. fark. i am damn lousy. i must buck up! then a lot of other stupid things which affected me so badly, and i dun wish to talk abt. so farked up day for me. hope it was a gd one for my frens.
jus wan to wish gd luck to yq, gd luck to lisa, aiya, gd luck to everyone. hope tmr will be a good day!

last paper tmr

2006-11-07T04:01:00.000+08:00

yeah guys, FSCHC tmr. study hard!! i seriously need to relax after tmr. yeps, to destress. check out this clip....
this is one farking wicked shuffle!!!

i say clubbing on wed!!!

adam!

2006-11-05T03:49:00.000+08:00

just got back from Fisherman's Village. had a few drinks with adam while looking at the sea. all peaceful. and it is officially adam's birthday now!! 23rd[geraldine, pls check ur facts] bday! happy birthday adam!! we went to town after FSA on friday, had sushi for lunch. did our mini celebration for adam there.

adam!!!

still have WPS and FSCHS to go. boooo~ dun have mood to study alrdy. sian.... can't wait for exams to be over. then can party party!!
i guess i can only be ur fren. i am nice guy, nice fren. yeah, everyone likes to be my fren, including u. fren only.. but i feel that i am losing u even as a fren. u dun look for me anymore. u dun tell me u are safely at home alrdy anymore. i really miss u. i jus wan to see u more, wan to be the one who can be there when u need someone. be my fren, i jus wan to see u.

exams!!

2006-11-02T04:33:00.000+08:00

only 5 and a half hrs to FSI.. ARGH!!!~!~! so scary. i haven't studied enough and i am in a state where i feel, no more info can go into my head anymore. D.E.A.D. anyway, pple wish me luck. $1200 and three mths of my life if i dun pass tmr. thats farking ex. once again, give me all ur luck!!! anyway, still wanna wish the whole BDEFT 5th intake good luck and all get good results!!
why haven't u been calling? i wan to ask and i wan to stay away too. cos i know i wun be the one. i feel i need u when i am sad, happy, stressed, having a headache, get my pay, alone in my room, eating, working, studying, writing stupid notes abt my feelings for u and crushing them.... i think of u all the time.

kester's 21st at ECP

2006-10-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

studying overnight+whisky and martell+playing field football = feel like dying. i wun do it again. after football ytd, i felt like i was so high on drugs.
kester celebrated his 21st at East Coast Resort last nite. almost every PWKs was there. jus hope tt mh can join us again real soon. yeps, good food and nice pple. all was so peaceful when jennifer was still around looking out for her son. but when kester's family left, kester got it big time. first the birthday boy was thrown into the sea by his poly frens[?, i am not sure]. then he came back thinking tt his torment is over.
when steve and venetia came with the cake, the second part started with me smashing a small piece onto his face. everyone tot it was fun and started doing the same thing. then the portion used got bigger and bigger. then final execution was half the whole cake and some chilli[by colin] on birthday boy's face.

part 3: all was turning chilled out alrdy until colin and i noticed the large amt of beehoon left. then we started to persuade daniel to go for part 3. after much persuasion, daniel finally went on. jus when kester finished clearing up the cake on him, he got beehoon. poor boy. haha. but it was fun definitely.

after area cleaning, serene and jason dropped me at stadium mac to start studying again. boooooo! last of all, happy birthday to Kester! u r a man now.

happy halloween to u. hope u had fun.

chill fren

2006-10-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

jus came home from stadium mac. yeah, shagged. but i am going to play soccer in an hours time. wun be able to slp anyway. haha.
anyway, yq... chill man. i feel sad for u too. if u know wat i am talking abt. exams coming! we all must do it!!

can u feel my pain?

2006-10-27T04:21:00.000+08:00

Deep and Meaningless

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that's sad

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

can you feel my pain? can you come and look at me? i just need a minute.

my cousin is 21

2006-10-24T06:02:00.000+08:00

today is kr's bday. i reached home only at abt 8 in the morning after studying with colin and yq. woke up at around 4 in the afternoon. lazed around before getting into nr's car to go for kr's bday dinner at china tea hse. mad jam at my hse area, fark them. we reached there, tok cock and ate alot. too full. nvrtheless, good meal. alot of the ppl were there.

after dinner, we decided to catch a movie. wanted to watch The Prestige, but couldn't make it in time. so we went for DOA. haha. one comment. fark show. then steve, venetia, nr, dan, kester and xd went home while the rest of us chilled out at mac. last of all, happy birthday to kr!
i am sure. maybe i m too sensitive. but i feel that u r so cold to me. this feeling is painful.

PWKs

2006-10-22T05:09:00.000+08:00

jus back from chilling out with the PWKs. very long time since i met up with the whole bunch of them. busy with work and school. was good catching up with them. we met at parkway, den headed to visit minghong at SGH. good to see tt he is getting much better. steve also joined us at the hospital.
then we all went to katong to eat and chill out. did catching up and all. then went to walk ard. very relaxed day. today i didn't touch my books at all. i have to concentrate!
i duno why, i think of u all the time. so late alrdy and i still can't get to slp, my mind is filled with images of u and u. yes, i know that i wun be the one. i must quit this. quit u. quit dreaming. i am going crazy.

updates!

2006-10-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

long time since i last updated. lack of blog entries=lack of life!! lol. last week, we drank for 3 straight days. first day at destiny and the rest at liquid. four bottles in 3 nites, not forgetting beer! lol.. sorta a last unwind before we start mugging for our final exams. true enough, we spent the last 3 days mugging accounts at stadium mac. haha. so sick of macdonald's food alrdy. and going to spend another 10 odd days studying hard too. hope i can focus. so pple, wish me luck.

i was happy tt nite. jus duno why the pic turned out like this.

still empty. still alone. are u the one for me?

gd day

2006-10-14T04:56:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning, went to meet lisa at paya lebar to go to harbourfront together. geraldine, lisa, hwa ee, yq, adam, vinson, mark and i met at harbourfront to have dim sum buffet! had alot of food! in fact, too much. haha. had to play games to make the loser eat the leftovers. ya and i was the loser. argh!! geraldine!!! i will make u pay.

ya. this is me serving punishment.

FUN GANG

after lunch, we went to sch with lisa crashing our lect. was the official last day of lect. sch ended, the same bunch of us headed to paya lebar coffeebean to chillout. treated the peepz to coffee and ate rambly[is it spelt like this?] burger too! gd toking session, and faker quek was the happiest man again. darn! so unfair. why always he happy?
then hwa ee left for work when the guys went to boat quay for drinks. lisa and geraldine went home to change first before meeting us again at destiny pub. yeps, and darrell saw us there and decided to join us. we drank from ard 9 to 4. crazy day. had ALOT of fun and drinks.
hm.... i am so hungry and tired now. soccer @ 9am ltr. wah lan eh. haha, jus got home. and i am missing the fun with the peepz alrdy! how?!?

empty

2006-10-13T02:26:00.000+08:00

so empty.

no more projects!

2006-10-12T05:37:00.000+08:00

last project finally over. not really, but at least my part is done. jus hope dennis can deliver his tmr. haha. went to sch for our WPS grp assignment. it was mainly editing. went for lunch at bukit timah. real expensive duck rice. $9 each. haha. den went back to sch to cont editing and looing at dennis and sean look for their article.
sean and dennis left went wini came at ard 5. poor girl, has to work and study at the same time. anyway, we finished up the rest, den went for our so called 'celebration' at bugis. steamboat buffet!

finishing this last project also means that grp G will nvr be again. grp G was a fun bunch. enjoyed cooperating and working with them. after this sem, jus the tot of who will be in my grp scares me. imagine mr spain? 50c $10? gayboy? yogi? eeeeeek! anyway, would like to thk grp G for the rolling good times! cheers and gd luck to ur next grpings!

crazy haze

2006-10-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

these few days was project project and project. ya, presentation finally over ytd. ya and we were lousy. haha. there was this guy in class, which i din notice his existence until ytd when he 'shot' us with so many qns. tekan us sia. ya, we couldn't come up with gd answers and our presentation was sloppy. so my guess is we wun be scoring gr8 this time round. anyway, fark it man. not that guy's fault, we were not prepared, we din put in enuff effort, so can't blame anyone. kkkkk, enuff shit abt sucky things. after sch, vinson, adam, yq, mark, hwa ee and i headed to east coast lagoon for dinner. ordered curry fish head, satays and claypot duck with sea cucumber. aloy~! when walking back to the car, we decided to act like thai tourist and got someone to take a picture of us.

sawadee~~

den vinson dropped hwa ee home. on the way to her place, the four who squeezed at the back seat, mark, adam, hwaee and i played five ten. was fun kuti-ing each other.
after tt, vinson dropped the rest of us at goldenmile to play billiard. results: even going without slp for 50 over hrs, mark and i managed to win!!! haha.
slpt till abt 3 today, tt's one kickass satisfying slp. now have to start on WPS assignment le!! fark man. i deserve a break.

finally.

2006-10-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

finally got my comp working again. yay!! got a new set. jus the first day, and it is giving me problems again. hung twice alrdy. think i ll bring it down to sim lim again soon. here comes the updates on these few days my comp gave up on me.
went to sch early on fri to do grp assignment. was told that it wasn't necessary for me to be present as they discussed on a part where i wasn't involved. wasted $10 on cab. sux. fri was another day of foosball and pool. after sch, hwaee, yq, adam, mark and i went to jackson place to have dinner. not very nice but very filling. then we went to goldenmile to play billiard when hwaee left for work. played till 12, then i went to geylang to meet kr and kester for supper.
sat morning, soccer! was fun and fulfilling as i scored a number of goals. but had to see some pple that i dun really like. but no choice, soccer is too impt for me. haha. after soccer, arul, tony, donny, stan and i went to hollywood for lunch. the rain came pouring, so we got stucked there and chatted till around 4 before arul dropped all of us home. got home, took my shower and got ready to bring my comp for repair at sim lim. i tot i had to bring my comp all alone, but in the end arul, donny and stan accompanied me. so happy. was told to leave my comp overnite so they could work on it. then, we went to parklane to play billiard and arcade. long since i last played VS2. shiok. stan left to attempt on an SPI while the 3 of us headed to pipit rd for supper. toked till 3am before heading home.
woke up rather late today. at around 12nn. went for lunch alone before heading to Gwan Yin Tang to meet stan. did our prayers then went to collect my cpu. after tt, went home to fix my comp. didn't even try it before going out to meet janice. 3 of us gossiped and toked cock. always enjoyed gossiping. heehee. then janice had to go meet her frens. so stan and i went home.
found out something recently. my unit is the most united one in the office sofar from wat i observed. feel so lucky that i am with the correct bunch. hm.. this weeks sux cos 2 of my clients wanna cancel policy. =( this coming one better be good.
you are still the API i want.

john tucker must die

2006-09-24T11:19:00.000+08:00

like any saturday, i woke up early in the morning to play soccer. at bishan again. tried out my new boots. it was fantastic! except it is giving me some blisters here and there. haha. then went to have lunch with the guys. otah there is irresistable. it is a every week mus eat thing. we stayed on after lunch to chitchat. then we reached the topic abt APIs and SPIs. in love, if u have an API, u definitely think SPI is more exciting. but when u dun have any APIs currently, u will think that no matter how many SPIs u close, it is so superficial. so empty. pardon me if u dun understand abt the API and SPI shit. it is advisor lingo. haha.
after chitchat session with arul and stan, arul dropped me home. then i got ready and went to meet xd to catch john tucker must die. i actually rejected a SPI when she asked me to catch this show with her. wats wrong with me?!? anyway, nice and funny show. moral of the story: be truthful abt relationships. and do not lie to get girls, they kill!! haha.

jus finished my part on Financial Statements A grp assignment. now i am getting ready to go to roadshow again!! sianzzzz.. i wan API!!
i'm so over being blue, crying over you and i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears. so done with wishing you were still here. i'm so sick of love songs, so sad and slow. i'm so fed up with my thoughts of you, your memories and how every farking song reminds me of what used to be. pls don't make me think about your smile or anything to do with u.

life sucks?

2006-09-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

jus back from roadshow @ jurong east. it is like damn far away. luckily tommy gave me a lift home. wed is supposed to be a chilled out day for me, but it became a working day. ZzzZzZz. project deadlines are pressing in, exams nearing too and i'm not on track for Quality Club too. so it is like triple shit!!
went to GM with yq, adam[viradchai] and mark last nite. mark and i claimed on our prize[free dinner] from the other two at beach rd hawker centre. then we crossed over to GM only to find out we were too early. we were like the only four morons in the pub. so we walked ard, den decided to play snooker. had a few games. long time since i last touched a billiard cue.
when we returned to the pub, the place is alrdy packed with pple. but nvrtheless, we had our table ready for us. drank, smoked and chitchatted. adam and yq had lotsa fun as compared to mark and i as they know the thai language. plus they have ah du hair. so it is like a niche above. after finishing the bottle, we went to play snooker again. then mark and adam went home while yq and i headed off to geylang for supper. had kuay chap. then went home to catch some slp after trying to learn some thai from yq. den was work work work work work. sick.
now i am down with cough and flu. feeble legs. i feel weak physically, yet the weakness i feel inside me is even stronger. each day i indulge trying to forget the same someone i hate to forget, she jus keeps running through my mind. each time i tot i found a gd way out of this self-fulfilling torment, i always end up in a greater maze, never more lost. i am always the someone acting tough in front of pple, but empty is wat i really feel. bring me away from here. show me the way out of this someone! anyone.

comp spoilt! help!

2006-09-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

fri's presentation is finally over. whole week's of preparations turned out to be fruitful. though things din turn out exactly like wat was rehearsed, but it was ok. the lecturer said it was well done. so i assume it shld be ok? after sch on fri was a few rds of foosball with the usual khakis adam, yq and mark. mark and i won a free supper and dinner from adam and yq, supposed to be claimed on tuesday. after tt i went home to find out tt my comp was out of order. so, had an early nite. i actually had my grp's presentation recorded, and wanted to upload it here. then i tot who wld spend ten min in a blog looking at a roleplay? so fark it.
went to bishan to play soccer with my colleagues on sat morning. quite happy tt i'm getting back on my sports. went for lunch with the guys beofer heading home to rest. went to meet kr, kx and xd for dinner at ard 8. had our dinner at kallang airport hawker centre. den went on to town to meet joyce before we headed to MoS. clubbing was gr8! too bad i had to leave early as i have an appt. booohooo! den went for supper with bro at wendousek. dim sum there is simply fabulous. can't get enough.
met jc crew for lunch this afternoon at scotts some ramen place. long time since we met up as a bunch. was so happy seeing all of them. chit-chatted till ard 4, then we all went home. chilled till 7 plus before going to pw to meet kr, xd and colin. chilled for a while, den went to liquid kitchen @ siglap to find nr and amos. steve came to join us shortly after. caught two matches. first was chelsea v liverpool[1-0], den man utd v arsenal[0-1]. woohooo!! arsenal won!! haha. won 2bucks from nr. it is not abt the $2, it is abt arsenal beating man utd. so shiok to see the man utd's pple so sad. haha.
my comp is spoilt la. sometimes it works perfectly fine, but most of the times, i can't even get it started. so fed up!! without internet and msn, i feel so crippled. am i wierd or do u all feel the same? hope my comp can last for a while more before i really have to fork out money again!!

project KTV

2006-09-14T04:20:00.000+08:00

didn't get any slp since ytd. after blogging this moring, i went off to the office for meeting. then went for an appt after tt. met the guys to do our grp assignment at TCC @ NAFA. v nice place, chilled out. did most of our work alrdy. then we decided to go to ktv when dennis had to leave for work.
headed off to selegie Kbox. this is my second k-session this week. ktv is so fun! aiite, enough said!~ let's check sean paul out. he likes to test his limit!!

then it was time to do some freestyle rapping... respek~.. lol.

it is so laggy. made all of us look so spastic can? haha. anyway there is one conclusion. sean paul is so cool. smokes, drinks beer and sings like a rocker!!

1st class outing?

2006-09-13T06:08:00.000+08:00

today's sch was smashing! not bcos of fantastic lessons of course. we jus discovered that pool wasn't that dope after all after we tried foosball. freaking addictive. mark and i were the champs, still unbeaten so far. haha. we at least spent ten over bucks on foosball. so fun can? we decided that we will not play pool anymore, foosball is da shit! we skipped the second half of lessons playing that, and continued for more after school.
adam, yq and i den went to geylang to have our dinner. had pig trotters and frogs for dinner! we originally wanted to go to goldenmile tonite but ltr decided to go home. den i went to collect some documents from a client and went to cine to meet kr and xd to catch a movie. caught little man. quite funny, but rather senseless. i dun really fancy movies with stupid storylines.
when i reached home from town, the pple suddenly told me they were coming to geylang to have supper. mark, adam, yq, hwa ee and vinson came to my place. we went to wendousek to have dim sum! had quite a heavy one, then proceeded to stadium mac to chill out. toked rubbish and gossiped a bit abt the class. hee. our first class outing? more to come hopefully.

dim sum!

da people!

i have meeting ltr at 930!! still have to go in early to complete my paperwork. ZzZzz. so dead. after that still meeting the guys to do project!! 615 alrdy!!

over

2006-09-12T02:56:00.000+08:00

FSI test is over. it is over for me too! haha. more than half the qns i guessed, the other half i wasn't sure of my answers. hai..
went to toa payoh to meet stan, schnitzer, june and ruth. it is ruth's bday today. i din know abt it until i reached. we went to shoot some pool. then went for dinner at swensen's. smashing meal, followed by KTV at party world in town. donny came to join us there. btw, congrats to june for making it into the next rd of the superstar.
the combi today was rather wierd. din think i wld go out with june and ruth. not really close to them. but after today's outing, i find that they are v nice pple!!
so tired alrdy. tmr morning still must meet for project!! fark, make me miss the final sprint tmr. sheeez. projects and work is killing me. help!

tests!

2006-09-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

jus finished one test ytd. another one on mon! i am so not prepared, not like i was prepared for ytd's one. tried to squeeze all my appts on mon, tues and wed, tot i wld have enough time to study. hai~
went to tampines to look for the guys on wed, they treated me to jap food to welcome me into the team. food was great and company was even better. BIG THANK YOU to stan, clifford, wilfred, philip, donny, wingsheng and schnitzer! u guys are GREAT. . .

den thurs and fri was mugging. ok la, not exactly. rather slack. but the few things that i managed to read were tested. hope i can pass! another two projects were presented to us this wk. and one is to presented on fri. RMIT is really crazy, give project like farting lidat. like we have alot of time.
went to close a deal in pw this morning before heading to haig rd to kick some ball! soccer is damn tiring but fun at the same time. i love soccer! fun and makes me healthy too. ok, less unhealthy la. and stan jus told me there is badminton session on thurs, i am so healthy now. haha. let's hope this can last long.
wish me gd luck for Financial Services Industry test on mon!!

bad week.

2006-09-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

lets start with not closing a single deal from toa payoh rdshow yet. very weak performance. den got into some admin problems with james. den was all the remaining cases of the 15k not being incepted in time. argh!! so no bkk, no camera, no award, nothing. wat a loser. this week is a very bad one. mh is ill. so to all reading this, pls do me a favour. regardless of which religion u r from, pls help me pray that my fren can haf a speedy recovery. thks.

zero production

2006-08-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

jus back from cecilia's mini bday celebration. we had steamboat buffet at beach rd. food was very nice! all of us ate till we had difficulties getting out of our chairs. haha.
haven't closed a single deal for fri and sat over 5 appts. something is very wrong. 5 appts, NO close! shall work harder still, even thouogh i know FT is no way alrdy. haha. i haven't even won the camera!! i wan at least a free camera. going to see a few more pple tmr. hope they can make my wish come true.
i was toking to wini on msn last nite, or this morning rather at ard 4am? den i asked her abt this ao[/] ye[\] song by chen yin jian. and she knows! haha. she is the only person who knows abt that song so far. a pity she doesn't have ao ye. anyone has that song?! pls send it to me....

mum's bday!!

2006-08-26T02:56:00.000+08:00

ytd was mum's bday. actually wanted to have dinner with the whole family but aunt fell and broke her arm. like no mood la. so sad for my aunt. though i am rushing for production, i mus visit her soon. so mummy didn't have the mood to do anything. i jus bot a cake and sang her a bday song with brother bin and gary[he happened to be there]. tt's abt it.

MUM insisted that i can't include her in the pics as she wasn't nicely dressed.

after recovering from fever on thurs, now it is wini's turn to fall sick today. met up with the crew to do project. v little progress w/o wini there. haha. half the time we were toking shit and more interested in lunch than the assignment. lol.
went to see a few clients after sch before heading to pw to meet jacob, kr, colin and dan. chit-chatted for long long time.
i didn't catch any rest last nite due to work and sch assignments. shheeesh!! so tired, yet i can't slp!!

another angmor

2006-08-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

another angmor lecturer took over today!! worse than the one @ workplace skills. sound like an angmor jaychou. mumbling for 3 hrs. no one was paying attention to him half the time. i wonder wat shit did i get myself into this time. angmor jaychou made me regret even more in continuing my studies.
i have to see him again tmr. zzz. 3am alrdy, and i have aims at 9 ltr!! DIE!!
God, pls let her find enough strength to pull through all these. pls be easy on her.

FT, i want u. Bangkok!!!!

sleeping day.

2006-08-21T03:18:00.000+08:00

i slpt thru my sunday. steve din answer my call, neither did yongquan. so i spent the whole day slping and watching telly. only till abt 9pm, i went to kallang airport to look for jason and kr. had late dinner there. fish soup din taste that dope today. or is it bcos of the mood?
den we went to pick colin up. that was then i rmbred i orginally wanted to revise my work with him. but i dunno why din he talk abt it. i guess both of us prolly jus forgot abt it. went for daohuay at geylang, den went to round table to chill out. spent some time chewing on sunflower seeds and chitchatting. we went to loyang to do some prayers before going home.
nothing happy happened to me lately. but at least we got the workplace skills presentation done, though i felt we din do a gd one. at least one hurdle down? hope we can fare better at the other grp assignments. hm..... school tmr. sianzzz.
and u know wat?? i miss u, stubbornly.

The Ghost Game

2006-08-20T05:20:00.001+08:00

i am so jaded. i have been slping for less than 4 hrs everyday for the past wk. it is all lack of discipline i think. i told myself that i wld stop hanging out with the guys too late at nite. but i jus cldn't resist from fun. since young i always had trouble trying to focus on impt things. i always put too much time into not so impt things like for example this wk, i spent a few hrs trying to do up my blog, hang out late into the nite with the gang[2 nites] and watching tv instead of getting more business.
production for the week: S$9558. which i means i am like less than S$6000 away from free camera sponsored by lorraine. i think fast track is beyond my reach alrdy. i mean even if i hit the production[S$30000], i most likely will have difficulties meeting the live count[18]. i really hope that even if i can't get my hands on FT, at least let me win the camera and S$100 voucher! haha, sounds so useless rite? aiming for the lower targets instead of the higher one.
went out with the gang today. met at aston's for dinner. kester is so scared of going to a unit. i dun understand. i mean, if even a fat shit like myself went thru armour, why is kester worrying abt infantry? den went over to kallang airport to meet up with AMGs, where we decided to go and catch a movie. i wanted to catch the break up, but the guys tot that it was too gay. so we ended up watching the ghost game. a thai movie, quite scary, did shock me a few times. but shutter is still by far the dope-est.
made an appt with ahxia. hope the deal can go thru. wish me luck. peace.

zero production

2006-08-18T04:21:00.000+08:00

finished our grp assignment on workplace skills today. w/o charles. and dennis left even when we haven't finish. the rest of us did our rehearsal. half-farked one. plus the fact that i can't meet up with them tmr morning to do the last rehearsal. haha. wonder how we will fare tmr. jus hope all will be good.
working and studying at the same time isn't as easy as i tot it wld be then. not only get tired physically & mentally, all the clashing of timings is killing me too. sianzz. now i am still awake, jus finished seeing a client. another client out to waste my time. brought me drinking and all. haha, though it was on him, but that wasn't my intention of meeting up with him. 4:22am alrdy and i have meeting in the morning[<4hrs away], and sch straight after that. i can foresee that i wun even have the time to grab lunch before going to sch. meeting soon, zero production for the week. terence will surely eff me upside down tmr! so far, work sux and sch sux even more. not that the pple there are not frenly, jus that the lectures are boring, project-work so bloody heavy and the sch must be so damn far la.
haha. whiny post again. hope my future posts can be on a happier note.

14 signs of falling in love

2006-08-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

14 signs of falling in love:-
1. u look at her picture all the time.
2. when u are on the phone with her late at nite and she hangs up, u still miss her even when it was jus 2 mins ago.
3. u read the sms-es and emails she sent over and over again.
4. u walk really slowly when u r with her.
5. u feel shy whenever she is around.
6. whenever u think of her, ur heart beats faster and slower at the same time.
7. u smile when u hear her voice.
8. when u look at her, u can't see other pple around u. u only see her.
9. u start listening to slow songs, while thinking abt her.
10. u can spend the whole day thinking abt her.
11. u get high jus from her scent.
12. u realise u r always smiling to urself when u r thinking of her.
13. u will do anything for her, or anything jus to see her.
14. while reading this, she is the one on ur mind the whole time.

came by this in a chain mail. haha, wonder if anyone has something more relevant. like... 14 signs of falling out of love?
i hate love

project attack!

2006-08-16T02:23:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i successfully changed my blogskin. so happy. haha. cheap thrill la.
caution: here comes the whining again. today, the ang mor lecturer gave us yet another grp assignment! and expects us to present it on thurs!!! siao. after negotiating, deadline pushed to fri. haha. like it makes a diff. all these rush bcos he is heading back to aust next wk. wah lao. all these mad rush made me push back 2 appts i am supposed to have tmr morning. hai. lets jus hope all my grp members[including me] can reach on time tmr and get started! with this, we have a total of 3 grp assignments. and i still haven't revise any work yet. i am so dead.
hai. after sch today, i went to yq's place and did a presentation for his sis. didn't go thru as she still has to consult the mum. she is still young. i can understand. but seems positive.
den i went on to grandlink to deliver justin's policy. when i was in office earler on in the day, i was told by stan i jus won 3 lucky draw tixs for $100 work bonus for the mth Aug. and on track[another $5000+ production] to winning a camera sponsored by lorraine.
i am behind time. both in my studies and work. i need to focus. i need to work hard. i need to push my limits.

down.

2006-08-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

i think i am really down on my luck these few days. first was getting caught for possession of msia ciggs 3 days ago. fine: $150. den on that very day after sch, i was chilling out with kester and colin at singpost centre, stained my white shirt with ice blended apple bubble tea! shirt: $90[still pending, dunno whether the stain cld be removed]. on the next day, when i tot everything will be better. i went to sch early for some grp assignment thingy. i was one of the earliest to rch, but ltr became the latest to meet up with the rest. reason? the lift broke down. i was stucked in there with like 10 other GUYS for 30 odd minutes. den was national day when i met up with nicky to advise him on some of his financial needs. when i tot all was settled, premiums collected and all. i found out i screwed my paperwork up. some mofo screwed up the date settings on the comp. den today. two clients called to postpone the commencement dates of their policies. means i can forget abt hitting fast track[my 1st milestone in my career]. one day, two deals. gd thing is, postpone not cancel. lets' keep our fingers crossed! :X
i just returned from simpang after supper with jason, naresh and colin. gd to see jason and naresh after such a long time. they r still the good ol' bunch. going to bed soon, v unclear of the future. two things i'm sure of at least, i'll go pay my fine[!@#$#] first thing in the morning, den i'll go to sch! i dunno wat fate has prepared for me for tmr. more bad things? fark, i say BRING IT! anyway, wat's new man? haha. eh... am i whining too much?

happy national day!

2006-08-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

today is the nation's bday! haha, like i care. i spent enough time on my nation alrdy[army, not forgetting the numerous weekends i burnt on national dayS]. my part is done.
anyways, it is still a gd thing as army ppl can book out. met pwks today at bugis after seeing a client. i finally claimed my bday present from them. i got an office bag. they originally wanted to get an ipod nano for me, but i tot it was not tt useful as compared to the bag. and the ipod is much more expensive. after dinner, we went to see fireworks from some bridge near bugis. quite disappointing as we din get a gd view. there were these trees blocking part of the display.
den we went on to suntec, we actually wanted to do some window shopping only. but xd, jacob and i ended up buying a pair of shoes each from lacoste. darn, there was this sales lady in lacoste who had this wonderful smile. her smile was part of the reason why i bot the shoes. after looking at them after i paid for them, i din really regret. they were nice. and it is the only pair in singapore mind u! no joke. haha.

my present!!

one and only- lacoste

alan and kester went home first as alan had to book in. lol. sad. den colin, xd, jacob, kr and i went to catch click. thumbs up to click. it touched on several parts of my feelings. the show made me laugh, think and almost tear. comedy with gd storyline and some parts of it were so damn touching la. i say, watch it!
lesson learnt: FAMILY FIRST!

$150

2006-08-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

i was bloody hell fined 150 bucks for possessing msia ciggs la!! so suay.. i was caught in a random check!! argh!! random!! so random!!! where got so unlucky one!? nvm, i'm lucky enough to have yq and colin each tah-ing $50 for me. so i only have to come out with 50. phew~
anyway, i dunno why i am feeling nostalgic suddenly. i din blog tonite to bitch abt my fine. i always have this urge to blog whenever i think of ppl in life, memories happy and sad. i really miss the carefree and laid back life i used to lead though i know i wun go far with tt kinda mindset i have in the past. hais..... confused by my own words alrdy.
anyways, time for lesson of the day:
DO NOT BUY ILLEGAL CIGGS! IT MIGHT END UP BEING MORE EXPENSIVE!! $150 FOR 2 PKTS! KNN!!

chill out

2006-08-06T05:00:00.000+08:00

with less than 4 hrs of rest, i woke up at ard 8 in the morning. we went to play soccer at tampines. very tiring. it has been a while since i last played field soccer. after brunch with pwks, i headed home to get changed for appt while the gang went swimming. healthy lifestyle i must say. keep it up guys! after my semi-successful appt, i went to meet the pwks again @ plaza sing to catch tokyo drift. dope cars and dope girls. two of my fav hobbies! and tt makes it a dope show.
after tokyo drift, we had ayam pangang. a must have thing when we r @ ps. we chilled for a while before steve and venetia had to leave as venetia has work tmr morning. btw, my cousin went missing in the midst of dinner, still doesn't know where he is.
den the rest of us went to ECP mac to cont chilling out. chilled till abt 2 when steve joined us again for even more chilling out. a v chilled out day. ended our day with supper at wen dou sek. needless to mention, wicked dim sum!!
my 1st wk of sch ended and i am so not excited abt going to sch again. lessons r so boring. well, i guess i dun have much of a choice, i have to get it over and done with. jus hope all will be gd next wk. sianzzz.

good day

2006-08-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

i am so pissed with my life. things jus ain't going my way nowadays. jus take today as an example, i went into office at 930 in the morning. feeling happy that i was still on time for training despite waking up late. den i went into the meeting rm, all the colleagues looked at me like i did smthing. i cldn't figure out wat was it at that time until i was told tt i was late la. training was at 9!
den came trying to print smthing using the company's wireless connection printing system or watever fark they call tt. i spent like 1 1/2 hrs jus to print 2 sets of quotations. the farking thrash jammed la! i had to postpone an appt(which potentially means $$) and worse still, by the time i was done with the printing, i dun even haf time to take a bus to sch anymore, not to say lunch! my sch had to be so far la. unnecessarily wasted money on cab! angry and hungry!
ya, i went to sch in office wear again. everyone looked at me like a retard trying to act cool. ha, mabbe i was too sensitive.
anyways, my pt is tt my day is farking screwed up la! and i dunno, for some reasons, i have been whining alot ALOT lately. can someone jus bring me away from all these? jus for a moment of peace?

k-box

2006-07-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

met up with stan and schnitzer at amk after sharing some ideas with ivan and zeming. went to lyana's engagement party. she is one of my few malay frens. haha. she is v pretty today but too bad she cldn't spend much time with us as i think it was their custom for the bride to stay in their rooms the whole day. hm... couldn't take photos as i was too shy to take out my camera and snap her in front of all her relatives.
den went to went to pw kbox with lilian, janice, jo and bf(sry i forgot his name). haha. fun day!

the ladies..

US!

school in 2 days. eff-ing sian lah.

roadshow is the shit.

2006-07-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

my virgin roadshow jus ended like an hr ago. tiring, but exciting. approached a total of 2337 people. rejected by 2322 people. lol, how dope is tt. nevertheless, i still managed to close a deal on the spot! imagine getting someone to sit down with u out of a sudden and presenting ideas in front of her. den get her to agree with wat u think and making her take out over a hundred dollars immediately and make her put enough trust in u to start a 25(!) yrs commitment! haha. satisfaction. closing in the first roadshow makes me so happy though most of my colleagues did better. i felt it was a gd start and not forgetting another ten over appts i managed to secure. with tt, i like to thk all the 'frens' who rejected or ignored my calls. though i still dun understand why are u rejecting such a gd chance. that i cld make a stranger(was, now my client!) buy my idea. thks for mother farking not trusting me. now all of u can fark off!
anyways, ena went back to aust. boooo! sch starting soon. i am not ready. absolutely not ready.

ENA!!!

2006-07-23T05:15:00.000+08:00

last nite, mh, nigel, colin, daniel, kr and i played midnite soccer. i didn't know why we decided to play but by the time i realise i was really tired, i was alrdy kicking the ball. we played from 10pm till abt 2am. den went for supper at still rd. it was alrdy abt 5 in the morning when we all went to slp. den we woke up at ard 9 to go for soccer again!! yes, we r fanatics! played till we were like lobsters before going to pw to have our lunch and to buy my BLING for ena's 21st celebration in sg.
the party was held at meritus nagara hotel. somewhere in town. i met peiling and huifang at orchard mrt den made our way there. we tot we were late la, but we were one of the earliest there. it was brazilian cuisine. we had a few rds of freeflow, den came the brazilian chefs? not really sure if they were brazilians. they brought lots and lotsa meatsss to us. the place is very gd. food was very wicked and so was the ambience and pple! had crazy fun and chatting there. yeps and saw darren there too. rendezvous! only one thing was bad la. that was when i found out that i was one of the few retards that actually bothered abt the BLING theme. the rest were just like their normal self. waste my effort, so pek cek! at least camwhoring did make my day happier. haha.

the only 4 T11s

handmade door gifts by the Princess!! Nice!!

the star and i!!!

WOOHOO!! Champagne!!!!

so after so much pics, it was followed by more camwhoring in the hotel rm! heehee!

happy b'day ENA!!!

had to end off the day outside MoS as i had to see another person last min. din have a choice, work first i guess. ena is leaving on tuesday.... so sad.. but nvm, lets look forward to her next return!!! ena, pls come home again soon!!

juliana turns 18!

2006-07-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

was at work the whole day until abt 4 plus. today was practising and practising. role plays(not those kinky ones) and all. yeps, getting rdy for my virgin roadshow next wk. the venue is rather far though, hm... jurong east. heard that place is a good place for shows.
after was juliana's bday party! bbq @ pasir ris park. a lot of food and the atmosphere was gr8. alot of the colleagues were there. haha, and took a lot of pictures of course!

me and the star of the nite!! acting cute.

we all love to take pictures!

she makes her wish***

GNK Heritage!

ena's party on saturday! gonna see alot of frens, so excited alrdy. haha, more parties pls... parties make frankie happy.

sad? no?

2006-07-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

jus rched home from granny's place. it is granny's bday. yay!! went for dinner with relatives to celebrate granny's bday. jus a simple dinner, but v v v happy. saw my two lil cousins too! after dinner, we talked abt business and shared our ideas in doing the business. my 8th uncle is going into china. sounds dope huh? haha. i dunno, it might be bcos today was a happy occasion, i suddenly felt that everyone is gonna make it and live the high life. haha, now i think abt it... where got so easy one?! anyways, really wish 8th uncle aka eddie can make it this time.
btw, i was in office earlier on. doing my routine paperworks, and making my telephone calls to my supposedly 'warm' market(read: pple/prospects u know). tsk. and guess wat, after the first phonecalls i dialled to them the other day, most of them rejected or ignored my calls. haha, WTH rite? i mean, i dun want to see them only bcos i wanted to sell them insurance? i jus want them to have peace of mind financially and see how i can help them with solutions to their needs. i was trying to help bcos i know them. ya thx. all for being kind. i was so depressed jus now and sad that i jus lost frens bcos i was in the 'wrong' line? but my colleague walked over and told me how he felt abt the whole incident when he saw what had happened. he says, " fark them. move on. help those who wants to be helped. pple who dun appreciate, when u do so much for their gd, they still wun appreciate. one day when enemies of life catch up with them, then they will know how gr8 u were trying to help." i tot abt it for some time, and talked to other colleagues also. den i realised, hell yeah, he's rite.
so frens, if u think i am only trying to cheat ur money by doing all these or jus for commision? u are so darn wrong. let me jus share. well first of all, our commission is not v v v v v fantastic in case u think it is. it is gd no doubt. but, the company pays us wat! also not u all. scared wat?! secondly, i say insurance is the most best-est investment one can have bcos it is the only investment that pays when u really need the money. thirdly everyone needs insurance bcos we give u solutions that deals with the 4 enemies of life!! the 4 are namely, premature death, total and permanent disability, critical illnesses and outliving ur resources!! in the future, surely one of these four things will hit u rite? another impt point is, if u guys shld think that prudential might be one shady company trying to cheat here and may close down anytime, 1 comment, ignorant. prudential sg has been ard for 75 yrs. prudential uk for more than 135 yrs. which also means we survived both world wars, gulf war, 911 and many other disasters. we insured titanic(serious, no joke). we were the first company to pay out claims when tsunami struck. prudential's past claim experience is 98%. too many points alrdy, i can't possibly finish!! there are alot of other pts that i wan to bring across to pple. but i guess some pple are jus... i dun even know wat word to use here.
i am not sad bcos i feel so mofarking rejected and depressed tt some of my frens are avoiding me, i am jus sad for them that they are going to have their asses kicked real bad by their own bad wealth management in the future. jus hope these guys can wake up soon enought o realise all these. sigh..................

watch this and laugh!

2006-07-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

jap TV is mad!!! haha!!

happy working!

2006-07-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

long time since my last entry. life for me these days basically is just work, work and work. on some days i work till 1 in the morning. is this nuts or nuts? now i am beginning to have a good idea y min keeps complaining abt working life. but i tot this was wat i was waiting for for the past few mths? shite. pls tell me this is only temporary, it is going to get easier.
aiite, enough whining alrdy. but when i tot i was so pitiful last thurs when i reached home from an appt at ard 1am, i went online and saw that min was there too. guess wat? she was still in the office. siao! so i am not the worst la.
btw, siwan is back and she is gone alrdy. she still owes me 3 good meals from WC. ya, and ena is back! went to MoS with xd, ena and one of her masalei fren(mark? i think so)on friday nite. v fun nite out! ena, xd and i partied till ard 6 in the morning! after tt, was work work work work again until monday nite when the jc ppl met! with special invite: miss sujing! feels like being transported back to two yrs ago!! we had dope dinner followed by loooong chat at sakae!

WE ROCK!!
(clockwise) pam, peiling, sujing, limbeh, ena & naresh

den was still work work work work work till now. freaking tired alrdy. aku tak boleh tahan!! so i decided, after blogging, supper and sleep!

DURIANS!

2006-07-04T02:48:00.000+08:00

had a long day in the office and i was fined 5 bucks for being late in the morning. fark, jus hope i can wake up early tmr. after work, most of the pple went to Mr Goh's place for the Durians Party! he bought MAO1 SHAN1 WANG2 durians today. i was told it was better than the famous D24 kind. well, i tried one and i couldn't really tell the diff. haha, i am not really into durians. but from the faces of my colleagues, could tell it was gd. not being a durian lover, i helped myself to the other dope food! mee siam was fantastic, and other snacks were quite wicked too.
so it was nice food, nice mee siam, nice durians and nice place too. now i know wat kind of hses are for a man who brings home $5million every year. after chilling out with the guys, i went to xd's place to share some of the ideas i have learnt, and also went thru the policies that my aunt has. gotta slp soon. work tmr!

*nernyew cldn't stop!

*600 over bucks of DURIANS!!!